Deliverance

From within must spring the end of this
I am humbled from the place that
ego built like babel
reach in and cause change
I am bleeding internal
Knees build
mistakes recognized
visions plain
maggots swarm this place
and if it is death I am edging towards
inevitably
Then I request only to reach soon

giver of dreams
blessor of spirits
I belie you
lift this load from me
I feel I cannot sustain
smashed together are particles of brain
who does not think
a paradox I fail to disengage

Send back to earth for this one
a fallen angel
a needy spirit
Hands clasp throat
as neck levels with ground
and there is only one prayer to be recycled
One utterance
Here you will find no request
for beauty
or lavish dreams
One wish
One request
One penchant outside of this
Savior
Deliverance
Please.